Dear Diary,
it has been a long long time ever since i last blog-ged. 2012 was a year of ups and downs for me. Many things had happened and have changed my perspective towards many stuffs. I guess in life we must fall down hard before we are able to pick ourselves up and learn from the many lessons we faced. This period of time i have been feeling pretty low, almost to a state of being sad & and confused. Not about relationships but about a friendship that i once overlooked & was incapable of handling in the past. We managed to be on talking terms now. I'm sad because maybe she is right, we will never be able to be the same as we are before. I'm contented but as a human & a friend i cant seem to shake away the selfish & greedy mindset of wanting more in me & it is starting to affect me. maybe i am afraid that if i do not grasp this chance i will really lose her or maybe she matters much more to me than i thought.. what should i do diary.. am i really too late.. or should i just learn to be more patient...
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On a little positive side note, i have developed a mini hobby ever since Hubby's Big brother bought a mini oven home, bake my first failed ugly biscuit muffins half a year back and am trying new recipes now, so far on my at least edible baked goods list are : Eggless Choco Rice Cookies & Pineapple tarts. Nowadays i try to keep myself busy apart from work and also relationship life. I really really love chocolates & will eat almost anything and everything that has chocolate ingredient in it. Its fattening i know :( .
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For 2013 Snake year ( which is my zodiac ) - i hope to cherish the people around me more as life is really really very very unpredictable, Hoping to have some baby dust, Save money more & also be happier as an overall person as a whole :) & of course to be a better friend & family towards people i love. Chinese New Year is coming so hope everybody HUAT HUAT. This also embarks my 2 year journey waiting for our new BTO flat.
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Food for thought tonight: Patience is ultimate key to unlocking many treasures that await us. Good night Peeps!
