Dear Diary,

This marks my second day of updating my blog :) i will try to update on a daily basis, this is rather memorable as probably when years pass i can once log back and see what i have been facing through in my life. Today has been a terribly moody day for me so i decided to stop by Watson to stock up on my 2 essential beauty items, SilkyGirl CC Powder Pact ( extremely good coverage for me compared to other costlier items i have tried ) & Za Concealer ( This is super important in my makeup routine. ) I have not been buying drugstore concealer for the longest of time as my colleague always orders for me through Gmarket. 

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I have been thinking a lot about the friendship issue that i had lately & i have decided to stop & remain this way with her. I feel i should stop trying to pull her closer to me. Everything takes two hands to clap & bond. 

I stop because i love her & because i feel we all need time & everything should take its course naturally. & Maybe because i am a little tired & it is starting to affect my lifestyle. I need to get my balance back. I told her that i needed just one month but friendship should be priceless and not bounded by time or money. Right now i am glad to know that she has someone to be there , that is more important than any other factors. As long as she is happier with the way we are right now i should respect her decision. In my heart she will always hold a special place.

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& I haven't gotten my contact lens. Lazy me is always choosing sleep rather than waking up a little earlier to get it before going to work. No contact lens = No make up. Pasir Ris downtown east optical do sell certified Geo Lens, still wondering should i get it or just get the usual FreshKon ones. There are still many things in my to do list.  Nowadays night time at home is lively as Hubby is always busy gaming with his Big Bro & Cuzzie. while  baby sis ( Sister in Law ) is always busy with Poly Projects. Our home Can be a mini lan shop, its good to have bonding between brothers & i like liveliness too. Loneliness & Darkness Shoo away please !!

Cheers !