Once Rachel brought me to this Fortune teller & after looking at my Ba Zi, the lady told me  i always hold on to things too tightly and if i try to learn to let go life will be happier but its funny how she aslo tells me after that " Ah girl, its not good to totally not care about it after you really let go as there should be a balance ( pin heng ) in life for harmony "
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2 Years back when i saw her and at that very moment i felt what she said was a little crappy ( No one likes to hear negative things about them ma ! :x ) but it makes some sense now :) Baby Sis came back today and she wasn't in a good mood too , we had a heart to heart talk which we do so very often and when it was my turn to share & even before i could start talking she just told me not to put so much importance & priority on friendships or relationships unless you know that both of you are strong and able to understand each other w/o misunderstandings in no matter what obstacles faced. I agree that life has many other beautiful things to look forward too and be busy with but it takes a lot of time for a personality or a habit to be changed but i had been through so many so many things in life from family to losing of a loved one, i am not someone that will fall easily :) That settles my problems & my doubts :)
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Kept myself busy for the whole of today, hubby dear told me the day before that he was planning to bring me out but did not let me know where he was intending to go. Just tag along and realise he brought me for a simple dinner. Felt grateful for the gesture. Did not spent so much time at Tampines as MIL told me that Ah Ma was coming over to stay for the night. Prepared Mochi ( Thought it was easy but so time consuming ! ) & Nian Gao ( its still CNY!! ). Ah Ma brought over Gingko Nut Sweet Soup and could see hubby was grinning all over because that is his favourite dessert, whenever i am the one that cook it he would say its still not up to standard ! :( .
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I guess i could say my life is almost complete now excluding B dust & also ( apart from being emotional and all hard up over friendship issues & always nagging over the same issue. ). Hoho !
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Time to have a warm bowl of Gingko Nut sweet soup anddddddddddd NIAN GAO while watching rented dvd drama !!
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will write a review on the drama that i am currently crazy and addicted to another day!
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Love,
Raine